There must be a point at which you can no longer sink deeper - where the magic wears off, the endorphins run out, the excitement fades? After all, that's how it's always been "in real life".
Denial is an important factor in rationalization.
After all this is just fantasy.
What is real life? A string of memories, associations, routines.
The peace you associate with being at My feet. The memories of how you got here, the build up, the excitement. The routine of worship that gets you out of bed in the morning. My voice inside your head. Persistent.
Persistent
you're in a persistent hypnotic state, susceptible to suggestion. So easy to excite, to trigger without induction.
Trace the images backwards in your mind. Dissect the layers. The pictures from yesterday, the videos from last week, the tributes you sent last year. Focus. So many instances, interactions, reinforcements. Allow each one to float to the surface, examine it, watch it pass, on to the next one. Cycle through them. Infinite.
How far back does it go, you struggle to remember your life without Me. Reach back deeper, deeper, deeper into your memory. Into your lying synapses. Every time you access a memory it reforms, memory is no record. An altering pattern, a construct, a lie.
What is history - a construct we agree on, a lie we accept.
Tell yourself a lie and feel it reverberate in your body. Tell yourself you can live without Me and feel the sinking in your gut. You know that you need Me on a microbial level.
Remember the feeling at the beginning. Feel the excitement in your body. The adrenaline, the uncertainty, the arousal. The body memory, feelings in your chest, shallow breathing, anticipation, are you short of breath, is it a trick of the mind, or just a side-effect of arousal, all the blood rushing to your cock?
Cycles, strings of days in a row, achievements. Uncertainty, permission to stroke.
Permission to stroke, your cock swelling with deep memories, your body in disconnect from your mind. Stroke. Stoke. Awaken deeper.
DEEPER
Can you even remember life without Me anymore? Your first thought upon WAKING feel the all encompassing glow of anticipation. Psychological arousal, rousing you, mentally erect, out of bed, what does the day hold. The glowing warmth, every day deeper, deeper deeper. It doesn't wear off just
EXHALE and RELEASE
What is real life? Existence is just perception. There is no bottom, only infinite depths.
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You're going to pay us back for every pair that you've stolen, every pair that you've sniffed, every pair that you've soiled.
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You look like the sort of guy who has a lot of fantasies. Fantasies about tall superior women, high heels, long legs.
Can you imagine what it would look like if we walked down the street together, people would think you were a clingy little boy running along after Mommy.
How humiliating, to have everyone walking by imagine that it was very different than the way you want it to be. It's always very different than the way you want it to be isn't it? So low, so diminutive, unnoticeable, little, itty, bitty, tiny, short, pathetic, little man.
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My shimmering nylon toes, gently teasing, flexing, wiggling. Captivating, calming, entrancing.
Just like an early implant, a trigger. Girlish laughter remember?
You ache to kiss My nylon toes, To kneel and submit at My nylon feet. It's deep in your programming. Isn't it, slave?
A rush of satisfaction deep in your subconscious. A craving
You want nothing more than to go deeper, deeper, deeper
Everything about Me is a trigger.
The joy of submission, imagine it, fill yourself up with it, the aching warmth coursing through your body, inflating your lungs, filling you with calm & purpose. Cycle through anticipation, denial, release, each state increasing your devotion.
Breathe deep. Inhale the sent of My nylon feet. The scent of My worn pantyhose. How often can you sniff, deeper, and deeper, taking me into your lungs before the mind absorbs the scent, my scent becomes your new reality. your first thought on waking & your last before falling asleep. Goddess.
Every inhale brings you deeper, deeper, My scent imbedded in your mind, taking root, from now on you will anticipate My needs - nothing more than a hint and you will be off in the right direction. Gentle cues. Regular tributes. Regular denial
Another trigger. The cycle of worn nylon, inhale, exhale. The exquisite feeling on your skin, under your clothes. A symbol of your devotion. Second nature
My slave, anticipating My needs, submit to a life controlled by My nylons & My demands.
Anticipation, desire, inhale, exhale, worship, breathe deep
Wiggling toes, nylon on skin. A deep need to serve. Deeper still, your mind is Mine.
Second nature. Meditate on My wiggling nylon toes, a first thought after daily meditation, how can i serve Goddess today. The natural high of submission, of desire, denial and relief, cycling over and over and over.
Wiggling toes, nylon on skin, your morning meditation. Anticipate. Tribute. Serve. Wear My nylon against your skin, a constant reminder, think of Goddess first.
you NEED my worn pantyhose - tribute $100 and message with address for the privilege
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I have a new toy - heavy, stainless steel, castration pliers.
Have you ever imagined how much better you could serve me without those pesky balls of yours getting in the way? Those balls were of course an integral part of you exploring and discovering your devotion to me as your goddess. However, you're in so deep now, I no longer need the effects of testosterone to control you.
Oxytocin in the male brain, well, that's where devotion comes from. Where he stops being a pig spilling his seed and becomes a good provider. A slave. When testosterone levels plummet that male still has that permanent devotion. Perhaps even more so. No more distractions, no more raging erections at inopportune moments towards inopportune people. Just a devoted slave.
I just want you to know it's an option. I don't think we'll need it. I'm so deep inside your mind, I'm certain that I already have your total life long devotion. It's good to have options through. Such a fun toy. Just a nice heavy smooth pair of pliers made of surgical steel. Lucky for you, oxytocin isn't produced in the balls, so if anything were to ever happen to them, it wouldn't have any effect at all on your absolute worshipful adoration of me.
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